Be yourself,

 

Because it would be such a waste of a lifetime trying to give the world something you don’t have to offer, when it could benefit so greatly from who you actually are.

The Church is true.

 

‎"You are truly royal spirit daughters of Almighty God. You are princesses, destined to become queens. Your own wondrous story has already begun. Your 'once upon a time' is now." -Dieter F. Uchtdorf

That awkward moment when…

 

You realize you have no friends.

I sit in my apartment all day and do nothing. I have never wanted to be home so badly. Ever.

Ever in my life.

I can finally put meaning to the phrase;

Home is where the heart is.

I am empty here.

July 5th, 2011: What a day

 

‎"My biggest fear is that common sense will be lost in the rhetoric of the case"-
Prosecutor Linda Drane-Burdick

 "I did not say she was innocent. I just said there was not enough evidence. If you cannot prove what the crime was, you cannot determine what the punishment should be...we were sick to our stomach to get that verdict." – Juror

Rockin’ Roller Coaster

My favorite ride of all time.

Sometimes,

Your best friend comes across the country to visit you.

You get to run around Disney World for three days,

And have the best time of your young lives.

The deed has been done.

 

I am now a Marriage and Family major,

pursuing my Bachelors of Science in Marriage and Family Studies

with a Professional Clinical emphasis.

 

BAM!

Remembering

‎"You have four years to be irresponsible here, Relax, work is for people with jobs, you'll never remember class time, but you'll remember time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late, go out on a Tuesday with your friends when you have a paper due Wednesday, spend money you don't have. The work never ends, but college does."   ♥ Tom Petty

       It’s true. When I think of my freshman year of college, I don’t remember a single thing about class time. Not to say that I didn’t learn anything, just that you don’t ever recall the time spent at the university. When I think of my freshman year of college, I think of...

Jumping on couch cushions

Pancakes and 17 Again at 1 o’clock in the morning

Or our failed attempts at desserts that we ended up eating anyways

Tiffany making me a tiger costume 

Our “cutie” pumpkin.

Darren coming over at 2:30 in the morning and drawing uni-brows and mustaches on himself with our eye-liner and giving himself nick-names like “Fiyleepaeh”

I think of staying up until 7 o’clock in the morning writing Shelby’s english paper while she does my math project

Justin Bieber following me on Twitter

I think of Lorin’s bridal shower

The great talks I always had with Ashley and Andrea

Darren heart-attacking our apartment door on Valentine’s Day

Staying up until who knows when singing at the top of our lungs while Kaitlin plays the guitar in our room.

Me crying after the first of many snow falls to come

Darren helping me study for my fossil test in the library for hours! 

Printing of hundreds of pictures taken over the course of the semester and taping them to our front room walls

Our ever so crucial bonding trip to Yellowstone!

Watching Monday night football for FHE….

Thursday night sleepovers with- well, whoever showed up that night!

How we put all the mattresses in the front room the week of Halloween and watched  a scary movie and slept in the front room every night

Tiffany’s art projects in the kitchen

Ironing our grilled-cheese sandwiches

Paranormal State marathons

Garrett and Darren’s basketball games

Opening mission calls

Fried peanut butter and banana sandwiches on Elvis’ birthday because  they were his favorite

Justin Bieber dance parties in our front room

Tiffany going to Never Say Never with me…AND making t-shirts!

Lauren nursing me back to health as I cry pathetically in the front room

Falling asleep at Darren’s house with his tiger pillow pet and waking up to him doing my math homework

Making brownies with Shelby and Garrett

Sunday night iPad monopoly with Garrett and Darren

Skyping the boys…they lived 2 blocks away

Meeting up with Tiffany and Cassidy for devotional

…Praying at devotional!

I think of making real friends. Friends to last a lifetime…and longer.

We love Darren.

 

Quotes by Kelly:

 

1- “I wish Justin Bieber would throw a ball, and we could all go, and he would dance with all of us!”

2- “I wish that Mike The Situation was my big brother, Vinny was my boyfriend, Pauly D was my cousin, and Ronnie was like my neighbor or something.”

13 Things I Love:

My Family:

My favorite place, and the most beautiful building in the world, the Salt Lake City Temple

Reading for pleasure

Disney

Yellowstone National Park

Johnny Depp

Music

Blogging

Counting down to things

My friends

Boys

Justin Bieber

Tigers

Rule Breaker (#14) – Roller Coasters

Netflix:

Possibly the most time consuming thing that has ever happened to me.

After not being able to handle one more second of Sammi and Ronnie’s fights, I took a brief intermission from Jersey Shore season 2 to begin the grand venture that is; Laguna Beach and The Hills. Maybe I can handle some of the Kristin –Stephen- LC love triangle drama?

Wish me luck!

I’m not the same person I was a year ago.

I have a lot on my mind,

But I’m not sure how to put it all into words.

You hate to love finding out who your real friends are.

It is a curious thing how time changes us.

There are friends that a year ago, I could not picture my life without.

…we don’t speak.

There are people that a year ago, I swore I would never speak to again.

they are my most trusted friends.

God knows who you need in your life,

and I have no doubt that He will see to it that they are placed there;

in their right place, at their right time,

knowing exactly when you will need each other most.

And sometimes, you need to love someone a little,

in order to realize that you could love someone else,

a lot more.

Orlando Baby

Where to begin?! It’s been the craziest  month of my life!

I live in Chatham Square about seven miles from Disney World.

It really is the most magical place on earth.

Something amazing happens every time I go.

Magic Moments.

I work at a water park called Typhoon Lagoon.

I think I like roller-coasters now! Space Mountain rocks!

So all I have to say now is:

Let the Memories Begin!

And. . . . . . . . .

 

I’m off!

In summer, the song sings itself.

 

 He’s too cute.

There are not words to explain how much I’ve missed her.

Swim-suit shopping…do not ask me how much I spent on that thing!

There’s no place like home.

I love this girl with all of my heart.

We have loads of fun together! Tylan makes my heart happy.

Victoria…Oh the places we’ll go.

Camie Nelson: That girl has got some serious heart. She is incredible. Love her so much.

Mutant strawberries/ Strawberries on steroids! …“The only thing better than strawberries is strawberries and sugar!” How true that is! I love my friend Ashlee.

I hope I like him this much when he’s a grown-up! Haha…seriously.

Love them. So much. I will miss them terribly this summer, I hope those boys don’t leave on their missions while I’m gone…

Speaking of mission calls………

Darren got his call today! He skyped me and he, pretend opened/re-read, his call to me! Elder Darren Michael Later has been called to serve in the Mexico Hermosillo Mission! So then…the moment of truth, “Darren…when do you leave…?” I was wondering if I really wanted to know or not! Then, he said it, “August 24th.” To which I replied, “Shut the front door! I’ll be home from Disney World!”

Yay! I get to go to his farewell! So happy that I have such amazing friends! Imagine all the things I would never have learned, and all the people I would not even know existed if I just stayed in St. George. Can you just remember how scared I was to leave?!

I love my life. I honestly do. For the first time ever, I am totally content with the way things in my life are going. I know that the Lord has a plan for me,  and I am content to sit and enjoy the ride. I know whatever it is that He  has planned for me is better than anything I could come up with by myself, so I have total and complete faith in Him:   As it should be.

The usual: Another ending leading to another beginning.

 

Today was full of goodbyes…

More to come tomorrow…

 

I’m fine.

Okay, so…I’m not quite sure that it’s all hit me yet.

 

…Maybe I’m just numb to the pain of it all this time around…

Come, listen to a prophet’s voice.

181st semi-annual General Conference.

lds.org

        How blessed we are to hear the words of God’s living prophets, seers and revelators.

Summer is on the horizon. . .

"Palm trees, ocean breeze, salty air, sun kissed hair.
That endless summer; take me there."

Florida’s Gulf coast awaits me…

Sometimes

You need to Facebook detox your life. I haven’t logged on in a week and a half, and I don’t plan on getting on until next Friday night. So there. I’m very proud of myself. Also, It’s finals…so there’s no time to be wasted.

59 Days!!!

Two amazing songs

By two amazing artists that I love. Who also happen to love each other. Funny how that works.

Who Says by Selena Gomez

That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber ft. Rascal Flatts

The life of me

61 Days until the love of my life hits the big screen again!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Have I mentioned that Justin Bieber is following me on twitter?

We love making brownies at midnight sometimes. I’m really going to miss Garrett. Good thing a mission is only two years. . .

 

 

 

 

 

 

We love tinychat!

Sometimes…Darren gets a hold of my camera…

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monopoly on Garrett’s iPad and Koolaid makes for a wonderful Sunday.

Nails by Cassidy. He’s constantly booked. I’m lucky I have an “in”.

 

 

 

 

 

 

You know how on Christmas people get Turtle Doves? Well, Darren loves turtles. So me and Tiffy were thinking one day…why don’t me, Tiffy, Garrett and Darren have Turtle Loves?! So we went to the dollar store and bought some turtles! We each have one, and now no matter where we go in the world; Romania, Paris, Florida, (Unknown mission call location), we will always be together, because we have our Turtle Loves. We will be friends forever, because we love each other, and we get each other, and we’re always there for each other. Saying goodbye to them (temporarily) will be hard, but, we have our turtle loves to always remind us that we’re friends. Man, I sure do love college.

This week,

Thought it has been stressful, has been fun. I’ve learned quite a bit this week actually: Sometimes, the Lord is going to prompt you to do something that you don’t necessarily want to do. But ,no matter how much you don’t want to do that thing, He needs you to do it. If you are righteous enough to be the hands of the Lord, you can’t deny what you know is right. And sometimes, even though you know that you did the right thing…people might not be happy with that decision, they might even hate you for it. But never doubt yourself, for you know that the Lord prompted you do to His work on this earth, have faith, and know you did what He needed you to do. Even if things don’t turn out the way you thought they would, trust in Him, he knows the reason for all things. You may never see the effect you had, but He has a plan, and you may have helped push things along. Be at peace.

Sometimes your friends think it’s funny to scare you…

 

And film it for that matter. . .

Reminiscing. . .

 

Things were so simple then. . .but the Lord will only ever give you trials he knows you can handle with Him by your side.

Trust the Lord always.

Math…

I don’t get it.

The hand of the Lord…

is in all things.

Cocoa Bean

The best cupcake I have ever had.

Cocoa Bean’s Ultimate Brownie cupcake. I literally could not finish the entire thing, which is a rarity for me. Brownie, vanilla cake, marshmallows, chocolate frosting and gold sprinkles.

Well I made it through the week.

However I forgot to tell you about Justin Bieber’s birthday party on Tuesday!

Well for starters I made a “Happy 17th Birthday Justin Bieber” video and posted it on Youtube. It’s a little embarrassing, but I just might post it on here too. Then the girls (left to right: Chelsey England, Me, Katherine Fleming (Taff), and Tiffany Barton.)

Then, we went out for cupcakes at Cocoa Bean! They are seriously the best cupcakes I have ever had in my life! When I got home, someone (clearly a boy) had doorbell ditched a plate of “Happy 17th Birthday Justin Bieber” brownies! I love my life.

Then Tiff&Taff had a JB jam session, After which Darren did, I mean helped me with my math project! It was definitely a good Justin Bieber’s birthday!

Let it happen:

Tiff&Taff, Baby/Eenie Meanie JB mash up:

Story time: We were about to jam out to JB when I get a tweet from Ryan Buell that says “Live video chat in 5 minutes!” So. . .I FREAKED out! We all screamed, logged onto twitter and proceeded to the video chat, where you could see Ryan and he could see questions that people were typing into the “chat ” section of the web page. I start typing my fingers off!  I ask him things like, “When is your next book going to come out?!” or “Can you shake a ghost’s hand?!” The most nerve-wracking part is watching him read the questions and then the anticipation to see if  he actually reads YOUR question and answers it! So he pauses. ..starts reading questions. . .and then says, “Can you shake a ghost’s hand?. . .”  We scream, naturally. He answers the question and then we keep typing questions.

Finally Taff is like, “Ask him if  he likes Justin Bieber!”  So I type, ”Moment of truth, how do you feel about Justin Bieber?” He’s reading, he’s reading. . .”Ahh, I don’t exactly have Bieber Fever, but I mean his songs are fun and catchy. I do like that 4G commercial with Ozzy Osbourne though! “What’s a Bieber?” Haha but I would be concerned if an almost 30 year old had the fever.” Yes, I got Ryan Buell to talk about Justin Bieber, amazing.

Overall, OBVIOUSLY an amazing week!

Here’s the thing:

Shelby Ane McKellar

You wouldn’t think it was possible, but she makes my day. . .everyday! She is such a good friend and she always knows how to cheer me up. She cares. She inspires me.

What I learned in Geology today:

"There IS in fact a limited supply of Helium, we COULD run out, and then we could find ourselves in a situation in which birthday parties would become much less fun."

 - Bro. Gahn.

I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it…

But I have the best friends in the world. I am so blessed to be where I am today. I know that this is where I am supposed to be and that the Lord has put me here for a reason. I love my life and am so grateful for the people in it. Tonight: Darren’s  basketball game, Ice-cream and sherbet, Youtube videos. We’re trying to think of a funny video to make. (I have some videos from tonight, can’t decide if I am going to post them. . .stay tuned.) I showed Garrett some of mine and Kamryn’s videos, he loved them. I will miss him when he goes on his mission, but I’m so happy that he made the decision to go. I wrote Logan a letter, he  got it on Sunday, so I am anxiously awaiting a reply. . .hopefully I get one. He is my first missionary friend! And soon, I’ll have two more!

I am blessed.